Mother's little helper

Really bummed me out to say goodbye to Nathan today. He and I have gone through some unbelievable shit together in the last two years, and somehow came out of it as friends.

I can't tell if what I'm feeling is normal human emotion, or something more serious.
Isn't there a pill for all of this now? Don't we live in an age where we need not feel pain or sadness. I'm sure happiness is just a prescription pill away right? I see it in all the papers, and on TV.


I'm extremely emotional, and emotions aren't considered very masculine. I can assure you it isn't pleasant to feel ashamed of your feelings.